Guest Are Arriving

My Birthday/Going Away party is tomorrow. The part about the birthday party kind of got skipped over, but when your 29 that happens and with so much on the horizon I am not worried about it. This party has had a tentative date for at least 4 months, back when we didn't know when or if the whole Peace Corps experience would happen, so facing the reality that it is here, and I am leaving sits heavy on my heart. I am going to really try to focus on everyone and the moment rather than skip over all the good stuff and just start crying. I think everyone gets the picture that time seems to have sped up, but I just can't say it enough, slow this train down!!!